miserable

sad n miserable with moii life. i hate it, hate my life, hate everything... i used to be a happy person always carry moii smile with me but ever since she came into our family everything have changed. i hate u d.re.n i hate u, hate u so much. you make me feel so miserable nw. you seems to like cast a spell in moii life. im a different person nw. i dun wanna be like that, i want to be someone i used to be. always carrying a smile with me wherever i go. now im almost crying every now n then. where is the actual me??? where am i??? im so lost. how i wish a miracle can happen in moii life right now. change everything back to normal.